It's a CoLLaGe Of My MemORy..
LatelY.. I spOtTed A HaRDCore bAnD = SLiPKnOt..
ThEy ALwayS MakE Their DiBUte In THeiR Own TYpe OF MasK.. AnD SinG SoNGs ThaT Gives ME soME Sort Of INspiRE aND sLicE Of LifE..
THiS BaND SOMeHow.. MaKe ME ReaLIse ThAt, ALL oF uS HaVE ouR OWn kIND oF maSk tHAt rEflecTS Our OwN TYpE Of PERsOnALiTY..
And.. We USe It to PlAy Our ROLE In Life WitHOut KnoWinG AbOuT IT... KinDA FunnY riGhT...??
ThEy ALwayS MakE Their DiBUte In THeiR Own TYpe OF MasK.. AnD SinG SoNGs ThaT Gives ME soME Sort Of INspiRE aND sLicE Of LifE..
THiS BaND SOMeHow.. MaKe ME ReaLIse ThAt, ALL oF uS HaVE ouR OWn kIND oF maSk tHAt rEflecTS Our OwN TYpE Of PERsOnALiTY..
And.. We USe It to PlAy Our ROLE In Life WitHOut KnoWinG AbOuT IT... KinDA FunnY riGhT...??
For all your of information.. there are things that can't be change in this world...
no matter what you do, you just cant do it..
Well.. as i said before( i think i did).. experience is everything for me.. it teach me how life going to be & where the flow (of life) going to go... SOMETIMES, THINGS IS NOT LIKE HOW THEY SEEM TO BE..!!
Today is one of my "Upset Day".. however i appreciate it because.. If there are no 'today', there will be no tomorrow.. It is not necessary for me to tell what had happened.. because.. One day.. you will experience what i gone through uptil now...
THERE ARE NO PERFECT PERSON IN THIS WORLD..
(Everybody has their own way to live their life..)
no matter what you do, you just cant do it..
Well.. as i said before( i think i did).. experience is everything for me.. it teach me how life going to be & where the flow (of life) going to go... SOMETIMES, THINGS IS NOT LIKE HOW THEY SEEM TO BE..!!
Today is one of my "Upset Day".. however i appreciate it because.. If there are no 'today', there will be no tomorrow.. It is not necessary for me to tell what had happened.. because.. One day.. you will experience what i gone through uptil now...
THERE ARE NO PERFECT PERSON IN THIS WORLD..
(Everybody has their own way to live their life..)
it's a tag.. i got it from a close friend of mine.. and.. she want me to post it..
2.WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
black billabong t-shirt..
6.HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
3 would be enough.. it would be troublesome if it's more than that..
7.DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT?
maybe... i don't really know about it myself..
8.WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT BESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE?
well.. i want the name that i deserve base from what my mom told..
9.WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
make out..? what do you mean..?!
10.WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
keep it a secret.. and don't tell it to anybody..
11.WHAT'S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE?
HAD ENOUGH - BREAKING BENJAMIN
13.WHAT WERE YOU DOING TWO NIGHTS AGO?
can't remember anything of it.. sorry..
14.DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
try it, and you will find yourself looks like a panda...
15.NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?
18. IF YOU HAD $250 000, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?
19. HOW LONG HAVE YOU WORKED AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
i'm still a student..
21. DESCRIBE THE UNDERWEAR YOU HAVE ON.
25. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING SOMEONE BORROWED FROM YOU?
none..
26. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES NOW?
28. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?
mimie-chan
1.WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR LAST EX IF YOU COULD?
hmm.. dunno.. maybe i will... waallahualam...
hmm.. dunno.. maybe i will... waallahualam...
2.WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
black billabong t-shirt..
3.WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND LIST?
i would only kiss my close family & my wife (in the future)
i would only kiss my close family & my wife (in the future)
4.DO YOU HAVE A "THING" FOR SOMEONE ON YOUR FRIEND LIST?
what 'thing'..?did i owe them something..?
what 'thing'..?did i owe them something..?
5.HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR FRIEND LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
hmm.. don't want to count... hate numbers... don't wanna tell you either..
hmm.. don't want to count... hate numbers... don't wanna tell you either..
6.HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
3 would be enough.. it would be troublesome if it's more than that..
7.DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT?
maybe... i don't really know about it myself..
8.WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT BESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE?
well.. i want the name that i deserve base from what my mom told..
i suppose have WAN in my name..
but my late granpa put something else instead..
9.WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
make out..? what do you mean..?!
do you really want to die that fast..!!
10.WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
keep it a secret.. and don't tell it to anybody..
11.WHAT'S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE?
HAD ENOUGH - BREAKING BENJAMIN
12.WHAT TIME DID YOU WOKE UP TODAY?
5.30 a.m..
5.30 a.m..
13.WHAT WERE YOU DOING TWO NIGHTS AGO?
can't remember anything of it.. sorry..
14.DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
try it, and you will find yourself looks like a panda...
15.NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?
finish my studies.. have a comfortable life..
16.LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
just now..
just now..
17. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
dunno...
dunno...
18. IF YOU HAD $250 000, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?
use it for my studies.. pay my living cost.. and save some of it for the future..
19. HOW LONG HAVE YOU WORKED AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
i'm still a student..
20. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
who's that..? the cat in the tom & jerry cartoon..?
who's that..? the cat in the tom & jerry cartoon..?
21. DESCRIBE THE UNDERWEAR YOU HAVE ON.
it's classified..
22. LAST THING YOU ATE?
seafood pizza..
seafood pizza..
23. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
none..
none..
24. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
almost all of it...
almost all of it...
25. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING SOMEONE BORROWED FROM YOU?
none..
26. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES NOW?
too many people..
27. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
myspace, blogger, facebook,onemanga, tagged
myspace, blogger, facebook,onemanga, tagged
28. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?
mimie-chan
29. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU MAD?
can't remember..
can't remember..
30. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
well.. what's a friend for.. right..?
well.. what's a friend for.. right..?
31. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK?
Nescafe Mocha & Nescafe Ice
Nescafe Mocha & Nescafe Ice
32. FAVORITE FOOD?
don't have any...
33. FAVORITE DESSERT?
anything as long as it's chocolate..
anything as long as it's chocolate..
but i prefer the one that is not too sweet..
34. HAVE YOU BEEN TO EUROPE?
nope.. i haven't..
nope.. i haven't..
35. IF SOMEONE YOU HATE DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
well.. forgive him or her.. and recite Al-fatihah for her?him..
well.. forgive him or her.. and recite Al-fatihah for her?him..
1 september 2009....
that day..
is where it all started..
that day...
i feel something weird...
it's a feeling that make me feel unpeace...
disturbed..
lonely..
alienated...
& the worst is....
i dont recognise myself anymore....
where is the old me that always cheerish...
never give up...
ambitious..
love to help....
unclumsy.....
where is the real me..?
what's wrong with me.....?
what happened...?
all those question bothered me...
i've tried to find the answer...
but nothing comes to my mind...
is there is no answer to this very question..?
don't you think its funny..?
i..
who always found the answer for psychological probs...
cant find an answer & resolution for my own probs..
DARN IT...!!
that day..
is where it all started..
that day...
i feel something weird...
it's a feeling that make me feel unpeace...
disturbed..
lonely..
alienated...
& the worst is....
i dont recognise myself anymore....
where is the old me that always cheerish...
never give up...
ambitious..
love to help....
unclumsy.....
where is the real me..?
what's wrong with me.....?
what happened...?
all those question bothered me...
i've tried to find the answer...
but nothing comes to my mind...
is there is no answer to this very question..?
don't you think its funny..?
i..
who always found the answer for psychological probs...
cant find an answer & resolution for my own probs..
DARN IT...!!
haha..
the thing that i want to share with you for this topic is..
that i love to copy the other's personality..
it's fun you know.. it also help me to know somebody's personality better.. but..
for everything that we do in our life.. there will be a cost that we have to pay..
i..
don't know myself anymore..
& sometimes...
i feel like i am just an actor for a lifetime drama..
that have to act according to the script..
who am I..?
where am I..?
why am I doing all this..?
what's happenin' to me..?!!
i don't know what to do..
i don't with who am I going to share my probs..
i don't know who can understands me..
i don't know who can i trust..
i don't know why is this heart doesn't feel anything anymore..
what's happenin'..?
why..? why..?
why..!!!
what can i do to fix this....
(insyaallah, to be continued..)
the thing that i want to share with you for this topic is..
that i love to copy the other's personality..
it's fun you know.. it also help me to know somebody's personality better.. but..
for everything that we do in our life.. there will be a cost that we have to pay..
i..
don't know myself anymore..
& sometimes...
i feel like i am just an actor for a lifetime drama..
that have to act according to the script..
who am I..?
where am I..?
why am I doing all this..?
what's happenin' to me..?!!
i don't know what to do..
i don't with who am I going to share my probs..
i don't know who can understands me..
i don't know who can i trust..
i don't know why is this heart doesn't feel anything anymore..
what's happenin'..?
why..? why..?
why..!!!
what can i do to fix this....
(insyaallah, to be continued..)
who am i..?
no matter how many i ask myself... i still couldn't find the answer....
who is the real me...? why did i become somebody else..?
why did this happened to me...? why..? why..?!
oppss... sorry for my rudeness... my name is Alif..
i'm 16..
a weird guy..
have a badly crushed and dying heart...
lonely guy..
childish mind..
wicked..
never afraid of ghost, and dead people...
have a small amount of friend..
hate candy..
except choc.. coz.. sometimes.. i do like to eat it..
don't like math.. the number always makes me dizzy and gave me a pretty bad head-ache..
love my sis..
not a guy to be mess with..
(luckily for you.. i'm a very patient boy..hehehe)
i'm also quite funny sometimes...
(when i'm in the mood of course..)
well.. thats me.. hehe..
freaky guy huh..? anyway.. all the things that i writes above are all the basic things about me..
haha.. i can't tell you all of my secret.. it's my private secret, which mean.. it's classified..
anyway.. time will always reveal the secrets & mystery in our lifes... so.. there will be a time that i will tell you my secrets.. and all the thing that is in my mind..
hehe.. you wanna know what the 'man inside of my head said'..?
he said that there will be a time when we has to told all the things that we keeps as a secret to someone.. coz.. it will be a great burden to keep so many things in our sleeves right..? hahahha..
well.. that's what he said.. and.. i find that he said the truth after quite a while.. hahhaha..
but.. i hate the 'man inside of my head'.. he copy me too much till the extent that we have the same voice.. i hate him..
hahaha... that's all for now..
bubye... (to be continued)
no matter how many i ask myself... i still couldn't find the answer....
who is the real me...? why did i become somebody else..?
why did this happened to me...? why..? why..?!
oppss... sorry for my rudeness... my name is Alif..
i'm 16..
a weird guy..
have a badly crushed and dying heart...
lonely guy..
childish mind..
wicked..
never afraid of ghost, and dead people...
have a small amount of friend..
hate candy..
except choc.. coz.. sometimes.. i do like to eat it..
don't like math.. the number always makes me dizzy and gave me a pretty bad head-ache..
love my sis..
not a guy to be mess with..
(luckily for you.. i'm a very patient boy..hehehe)
i'm also quite funny sometimes...
(when i'm in the mood of course..)
well.. thats me.. hehe..
freaky guy huh..? anyway.. all the things that i writes above are all the basic things about me..
haha.. i can't tell you all of my secret.. it's my private secret, which mean.. it's classified..
anyway.. time will always reveal the secrets & mystery in our lifes... so.. there will be a time that i will tell you my secrets.. and all the thing that is in my mind..
hehe.. you wanna know what the 'man inside of my head said'..?
he said that there will be a time when we has to told all the things that we keeps as a secret to someone.. coz.. it will be a great burden to keep so many things in our sleeves right..? hahahha..
well.. that's what he said.. and.. i find that he said the truth after quite a while.. hahhaha..
but.. i hate the 'man inside of my head'.. he copy me too much till the extent that we have the same voice.. i hate him..
hahaha... that's all for now..
bubye... (to be continued)
